Prayer

Whats up ya'll. I really don't know what to blog about. I guess I'll talk about this flaming Hot heat. It is way to hot to be out side. Even today was and it wasn't as hot as it has been. I wish it would snow at least 2 feet deep. Like a blanket. O forget all that I wish the Lord would just hurry up and come back. This whole world I think is to much for me. Something every day I think tries to depress us or just get us down and feeling bad. I think it is really the heat just getting to our heads. I think the heat slows everything down so it just gives us time to think. I really feel so sowwy for my Daddy. He's got to work in a metal building tomorrow and he's gonna feel like a bag of popcorn in a microwave getting ready to pop. I sure would appreciate it if ya'll would pray that he doesn't overheat. I do realize how hard his job is and I really don't want anything bad to happen. I have done felt the feeling of what it feels like to over heat. I would prefer not to tell you about it. And also if you want to pray for me because I also have to mow my yard and Kasey's. I would prefer my daddy first though. But I've done set in my mind that I am gonna do it and i don't care how hot it is. I know that wouldn't stop Damon and I want to be as much like him as i can. I know I have a long way to go. When I think about it i feel I've let him down some times and feel pathetic. I don't like it at all. I want so badly to be like him it hurts me to write this. But it is the truth. I want to be as Christ like as i can. I try to be as helpful as I can to everybody. I'm sorry if I have let anyone down. I'm sorry I wasn't able to spend time with you when you wanted. I'm sorry if I wasn't able to help when I was needed. I'm so sorry if I've hurt anyone. I try so hard to be everywhere at once. I've even been trying to help do stuff I didn't even want to do. But I do it because Damon would have done it the same way. I'm tring so hard to learn to put others first. It seems that is the way God would want it. And I want to be a good servant unto him. That is what I want more than anything else.