Just another blog...

Today has been a really good day. I got off work early then I went with my mom to Olive Garden which was really great by itself. Well then what to talk about. Hmm..Well I'd like to thank the Lord for just how good he is. I serve an amazing God. God is just so great I wonder why people or what makes people think it is so hard to be a christian. It is not that hard to serve God. I think it is quite easy actually. All you have to do is pray and read your bible and go to church regularly. God gives us everything we need to survive. He helps us go from day to day. He never puts any kind of a burden on us that we can't handle. So I really don't get why it is so hard to serve God. He does so much for us and it seems some people don't even think about how much he does. It seems the least we can do his serve him and thank him for what he does for us. I think if we was to try to pay the Lord back we would be in extreme debt. So why can't we do as much as we can to serve him? I think if we give a hundred and ten percent to worldly events we should give the Lord at least a hundred and twenty percent. Another thing I really don't get is why people question so much what is wrong and what is right. It seems to me that if you can even question the thought in your head it is most likely wrong. Or maybe you just say something like I don't do this so and so to show off I just feel kind of naked without it. Or maybe you say something like I don't wear this for pride I just wear it you know i guess just to wear it. And then maybe sometimes you get into the right crowd and you start trying to show off. Well I guess you just should not do something if you feel it could be wrong. You should immediately dismiss the thought completely. Well I guess i just think if maybe jewelry or makeup is the problem I think it should be easy just to not wear it. I really don't think there should be any questions asked. Maybe i guess some people want to wait until they can really feel guilty for what they have done.
But I guess humans are the only thing on earth that can make there own decisions. Everything else on earth does exactly what it is supposed to do without questioning well maybe if I do so and so for this reason or something like that. But I guess that saying is true about the horse. You know the one where it talks about giving the horse water but you cant make it drink. God is always giving us stuff that we need spiritually. Why is it so hard for some people just to take it. Well Sorry for this blog I just thinking out loud I guess. Well ill talk to y'all peoples later.Luv ya.

Hey

Hey its me again. Well.. Como' estas.I hope everybody is having a good day today. I went to church today. Today was my second day driving to church. I really enjoy driving. I think I get a little better every day. We watched that video of Damon singing again on the wall at church. Goodness it sure is depressing. I sure did love him. He really was my best friend. I could tell or ask him anything. He was just so perfect for me. Anytime I had a problem and brought it to his attention he would always do his best to find the anwser. It doesn't seem I really can talk to or be able to get a point across or i just cannot seem to explain myself as well as others. I have found I am not as wise as i thought i was and seemed to be in the old days when Damon was around. Now it seems all I really ever get is corrections. Well I guess that's a good thing I mean without corrections no one could ever better themselves. But still it seems my self confidence has dropped dramatically. Well I don't guess it really matters though i mean I dont really know why I tell yall all of this. I don't really want yall to know any of this to tell u the truth. I guess I'm just crazy like that well sorry for taking up some of your time. Maybe next time i will think of something a little more interesting. I have been thinking about doing research on why wearing make up and jewelry is wrong.Well see yalls people later. Bye.

Isn't that just simply astonishing

You Are a Great Listener

You are the perfect person to talk to. You are patient, empathetic, and encouraging. You provide subtle, but important, feedback. You let people say everything that needs to be said before you weigh in.

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Well then...

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

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Do yall ever wonder why you did something after you did it..

Well have ya. I don't know what in the world is wrong with me. Well I decided today since I was able to and was already close by, I would go see an old best friend. I thought I could make it you know alone. Well I don't know what is wrong with me. I ended up balling my eyes out all alone at the cemetery. I cant believe it. I don't guess I'll ever be able to get over it. I really miss my old friend so very much. I really wish me and him could cut some more yards and work on my truck some more. Well I sorry for this blog everybody I just wanted to get this off my chest. Well I hope every body is having a good day. Cyalls later.

One last long depressing blog...

Sorry i haven't been the most optimistic lately. Ive been having some problems. But i refuse to let them bring me down. I know now that apparently Ill never be able to please everybody and now is the time I think I m just gonna give up. I'm just gonna be the best i can be. I guess that's probably the best i can do. Well I'm about tired of acting all depressed when i get on here so from now on i am gonna do my best to be more happy. Being depressed does nothing buy make u feel sorry for yourself. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. Theres really no point in it. I think its time for another change. I hope this change will actually be a good one. I think I'm gonna try and talk less or at least give my opinion less. I've found that I will probably be less likely to stick my foot in my mouth if i just keep it closed. Plus it seems that i am to dumb to prove a point. So there is no point in trying to prove one if i cant. And most of the time i even know nothing about what i am trying to talk about. I really don't know what my problem is. I'd like to say I'm special ed or something but i obviously cant really prove that either. Or maybe well i don't know.I just really want to change. I am tired of being and acting dumb all of the time and also trying to please everyone. I think its time to quit. I am tired of all of this. It is definitely time for a change. I am going to try to do less talkin and more observing . I hope i am really able to carry this out. I know people are probably going to doubt me but I am still going to try. well here goes another blog well sorry for depressing yall again. Ill try to do better next time. So see yall later.

I sorry

Hello again everybody. Sorry i have not been bloggin that much. Well Im not really having the best day today. I have read some things that just pretty much made me feel like junk. I guess everyone makes mistakes though. Well I guess I wouldnt make so many mistakes if i would just keep my sorry mouth shut. I seems I am always getting myself in to trouble when i talk or even just try to help someone out. Well i would like for anyone who reads my blog to pray for me cuz i having a rough time.

Hello

Hello again people. Sorry I haven't been on here lately. I guess I just been busy doing other stuff like playing with my new myspace that Bekka and I made for myself. Also Ive been fixing up and playing with my facebook. I guess all that stuff is very distracting. But tis very fun. I so so glad I finally got a myspace though. Will wish me luck on trying on getting more friends. Ive been trying to find all the people I know on there and its been difficult at times i guess. Well I wish people would add me. Well see all yall later. Bye.