Title:No Idea At Times...

Some times i wonder why in the world did God just have to give us free will. I absolutely hate it like something crazy. Adam and Eve just had to be deceived into eating of the tree of good and evil and ruining all our lives. The stinking jerks. Did you know that there would be no problems if they hadn't been deceived and ate of the tree of good and evil. That's all it was a stinking stupid tree. They only had one rule and they just had to break it. Man sometimes i wish i could just go back and tell them whats up. I wish i could warn them of everything that has happened now because of that simple mistake that they just had to make. You know what I'm talking bout to. There are millions on top of millions of problems with this world that is the affect of that cause that they just had to bring about. Like how my school has been on the news from being the worse school in the state and how we've had about 435 arrest because of fights last year and already about 80 this year. And oh my goodness don't even get me started about politics. I am finally coming to the age where i can vote. But I'm not sure i even want to. I mean look at all the people that are running. On one side they're trying to make it legal for gays to get married and on the other side raising taxes, going to war, killing ourselves, gas prices and so on and so forth. I haven't any idea which is which but tell something, does it really matter? People are getting killed everyday just because of Adam and Eve and wanting to know pretty much what sin is. Well guess what people here it is. Its every where you go. I wish they could be here know just to see what their affect is. I hate Sin with a stinking passion. ITS WHAT KEEPS PEOPLE FROM HEAVEN AND I HATE IT. Some people think they know and they really don't.THEY DON'T HAVE A STINKING CLUE WHATS UP AND WHATS DOWN. These people need to pray. I work with and go to school with people that care more about getting smarter about a world that is probably going to come to an abrupt end than learning about the Lord. Now isn't that crazy. I think id rather go to heaven what about you. I mean i don't have nothing against a good education but that's not whats gonna get me to heaven. Did you know that humans are the only thing on earth that doesn't do what there supposed to do. We're the top of food chain and really most don't do whats right. Tell me why that is. I wish that the Lord would just take over and take away free will. People i don't think don't deserve it. People aren't smart enough for it anyways. I really do wish that there was only one way to go and that was to heaven. I really do hate sin. Well i guess Ive said enough. I guess ill go ahead and apologize. I really hope i didn't affend anybody by this or if i did i hope its the kind that will help more than harm. Maybe i just should just keep my thoughts with in. Well i sorry anyways. luv ya.

My Life...

Why does life have to be so complicated. Sometimes i wish somebody could just take over the rest of my life or at least just get me somewhere promising. As usual its evident i cant do it on my own. I know i am probably making things more complicated than they have to be. I just cant figure out anything. I really just want to throw in the towel. I really want to just give up. But than again i don't. I want to just keep on trying. Oh goodness. I guess this is just what keeps going through my head everyday i live.