Hello

Hello yall... Well i not sure what to blog about. I was kinda told to blog so here i am. I have no idea what to blog about. I usually need time to think about wat i blog about and this time i havnt really been thinkin. I gotta a really really bady headache at the moment. So thats the reason why i trying not to think. So here goes another blog. So see yalls peoples later.

One weird day...

Well today was a really weird day at school. The last three hours of school they didnt make us Juniors do anything. We got to play on an Xbox360 for the last three hours of school. We played Halo 3.LOL.How weird is that. Well thats the only thing i can think of to blog about so cya alls later.

Hello Gods Wonderful people!!!

Well i hope yall are havin a good day. I think Ive decided that im gonna start posting again. And i also have made it a point in my mind that i am not gonna tell my feelings on here. But please still pray for me i feel that i am at war with myself. I guess its the devil trying to make me feel bad. I guess i just don't think i can ever do anything right. It really bugs me too. Well here i go again telling my depressing thoughts sowwy yall. i am really trying to stop. I don't like it when i get people worried bout me. People have enough to worry besides me. So i am really gonna try and stop so here goes nothing.
OK well then, well i guess i can talk bout people at school. I wonder why people are the way they are at school. Some people are just so mean. Its crazy sometimes. Its like I'm just so nice to them but they just don't know how to take it. My goodness sometimes i wish they would just listen to me i think i could help them if i could just get them to hear me out on sometimes. But i guess there are a couple that listen to me and they do really good with my advice. Like this one girl at school is having boy problems. Tis seems i have a lot of girls that come to me with their problems. Tis kinda weird at times but all i care is helping people in need. The one thing i want for everybody is to just make it to heaven. And thats wat i want more than anything else. I really want everybody to just be happy. I am not gonna worry bout getting a friend now. I think i was wasting my time trying to please everybody. Well looks like i back on my old mission just to help people out at school. Well cyall later.

My luck...

Hey yall, I got a questiong for you. Do yall ever wish you could just make everyone happy and for everybody to like you? It seems I've been having an extremely hard time with it. But I guess it's okay though I mean I don't guess everyone is ever going to like me. Goodness I really miss Damon. It doesn't seem like I ever even cared about any of this stuff when he was here. He was the only one I really cared about making happy. Now I guess Im really trying to find somebody thats really like him that actually likes me and i'm finding it really hard. I know I got everybody in the church but I guess i just feel like I need somebody that I can actually be around and not get on there nerves or make them mad or anything. I really want a bestest best friend. That can understand me and I can talk to and express myself to and talk about my horrible days at school. Somebody that I can sit and watch movies with or tell jokes with and both laugh no matter how stupid they are. Somebody thats just a little smarter than me or just not show there smarter than me. Or somebody that just I dont feel completely dumb with. Somebody that i can ask a really stupid question to and they won't laugh or make me feel really dumb. I don't guess I'll ever be able to get somebody like Damon to be my bestest best friend. It really figures that he had to leave me like this. I am really begging for somebody. I am tired of getting on peoples nerves because I'm so desperate for a friend. I just wish I could have my Damon back. Jesus help me. I need somebody. Please...
well sowwy for depressing yall...