Hello yalls

Hello again everybody. Hope everybody has had a good day today. I took my mom out on a date to O'Charleys. Then we went to look at some Ipods. I am thinking about getting one. But I am having some problems. I don't really have access to the net. So thats kinda a major prob. Well I am actually reading a book. I think its Bekkahs fault. Well I've been reading a lot. The other night I even read to her over the phone lol. How cool is that? My girlfriend is just so totally awesome. Well the coolest ant ever is back home. I think its about time. There for a while i thought she forgot about me. Well shes back.Well I have to say Ive had a really good Break. This will be the first break where i actually had a girl friend. Well I don't guess I've really ever had a girlfriend besides the ones i had at youth camp and i don't really know if i can actually call those girls my girlfriends. So I guess Bekkah well be the only one who i can actually call my girlfriend. I am glad I've been spoiled with her though. I really don't think i deserve her. I cant believe that she is actually my girlfriend. I think she deserves a lot more than me. I am probably not the only one who thinks like that either. But i do agree with them. I think she deserves somebody that might actually make a difference in the world. Unfortunately I believe I am only a stepping stone in this beautiful girls life. I know I probably will be depressed when she does firgure out that I am far from perfect and leaves me for Mr. Wonderful but at least she'll be able to be happy. I really just want her to be happy. Well I guess I'll get off here. Cyas.